A right at the stop sign?

He asked. After searching for any words to say that weren’t running through his mind at the time.
It was hard to focus on the lines breaking the street in half. The dress she wore had rode up her thigh as she sat and seemed to inch higher as she got more comfortable. His palm flat on the stick shift he looked ahead and pretended he was holding her hand. A smile creeped along his lips as she looked across at him.

Next episode of cookin in the kitchen comin soooon!

Gnna be droppin videos for C.I.K. every sunday and Thursday if time permits. Hope yall take time to check em out. All local artist tryin to get noticed. No half assin either.

Its about to be 3AM

And here i am writing about what? i dont know.

This music thing is kinda becoming more of a job to me. Not as something i dread doing or even something im getting paid for, currently, but i wake up ever morning thinking of what songs to master or types of beats to make and sleep with similar thoughts.

How can i get people to notice the 10 years I’ve put into this because honestly ive never been more proud of my work as i have been lately. Its like im starting from the very beginning every new melody is like the first and same with the words i write,

and battling the constant struggle in trying to break this image of a “valley rapper” because when you live in southern cali… everyone’s a rapper/singer/producer/actor etc. and in my neck of the woods if you rap and are hispanic then you should be doing songs about lowriders, bitches, blunts and drinking… like the consequences dont exist.(Mind you, i work with a group of artist who may do this but damn they do it well haha.) Hats off.

But i just cant bring myself to do that, though i have evolved in terms of song structure and making music that’s easier to listen to, for lack of a better explanation. I still love making music thats different, odd, artistic or simply complex in content and NOT liked by everyone. 

Music should be a statement. an artist taking a stand for what he or she believes in.(even if what they believe in falls in the a fore mentioned topics) And if you truly believe in something there will always be someone who views are contrary to yours and THAT is what begins the dialog between artist and listener. (or artist and artist.)

Having different set of beliefs and being able to listen, understand and respect the others view for what they are. Their philosophy.

To be frank, to whomever may be reading this, i truly hope that with this next project i been slaving over I can create some sort of conversation. The lil videos, soundcloud track leaks, constant selfish promotion doesnt mean shit if it doesn’t incite conversation.

its simply background noise.  

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empty bottles seen in the horizon
smoke thick burning my eyes
its been, too long since i’ve been honest
or longer since ive resorted back to lying
voices in the back of my mind tellin me to quit trying
but one heard above all else tellin me that thats dying
and thats a fact… but facts remains the same
im merely a silent giant
all bite but lil bark
starin at the cars beneath my toes wonder if its ok to fall?
probably not
thoughts caught in a cough and released through a bong
faulted vaults leave me in a halt in a pillow full of lost bars, with a bed full of hollow shots
no wonder im numb to the above, lust and love twisted up and leavin me fucked